Here I am again, trying to embrace the creative me. It's a difficult thing to do, I've found. No one understands that side of me, and how it works. Unfortunately it's the biggest part of me that there is.
Trying to hide that part away seems to only cause me more upset and unhappiness, but being totally misunderstood is pretty frustrating, and deflating too. I'd like to meet people that are creative. Someone that will paint with me. Someone that 'gets me' ~ if there is such a thing. I've lost inspiration, I've lost drive and I've lost hope in so many things. My empty smile echoes it all the time. It's interesting though, that not one person seems to realize that it's empty. Now what?